I just turned 24 a few months ago, and I’ve started to feel the pace of life.
Everything is happening at the same time. My parents are worried about my career, my health, and my wedding all at the same time. I am imagining things that are making me emotional way ahead of time. I don’t know why, but I like to live a moment twice—once in my head and once in real life. I’m thinking about how the area where I live right now will transform behind my back while I’m married and relocated somewhere else.
Like, does it make sense to you? I just feel like I’m going bananas. The place I call home now, with its familiar sights and sounds, becomes a canvas for my imagination. I picture its transformation while I’m off starting a new chapter somewhere else. It’s this odd mix of nostalgia for a present that’s still happening and a yearning for a future I’m yet to see.
Does this sound a bit crazy? Perhaps. But in the wild dance of life, sometimes the beats get unpredictable, and we find ourselves grooving to a rhythm only we can hear. It’s like trying to solve a puzzle with missing pieces, yet somehow, the incomplete picture feels just right.
So, in the midst of this crazy mix of worries and daydreams, I’ve decided to let the music play. Maybe there’s beauty in not having it all figured out and in letting life surprise you with unexpected tunes. After all, who said sanity couldn’t have a touch of madness? 🎭🤪
Until next time, Adios amigo!
Read about My Adulting Phase at 23 HERE!
