I summoned you, please come to me
Don’t bury thoughts that you really want
I fill you up, drink from my cup
Within me lies what you really wantElley Duhé (Song: Middle of the night)
It’s true. I have finally concluded that whenever I sleep early, I get a bad dream. Another early night and another crazy dream. As Indian parents rightly say “This stupid phone of yours is the biggest problem in your life.” Didn’t know that it actually could be the root of this weird but interesting dream (laughing emojis).
My parents every time I complain about something they warned me about.
I don’t know how the dream started but I was at an event and I was wearing Indian clothes. I went to the washroom, came back out. As soon as I step outside, I realize that I left my phone inside. So I went back in to get it. I come outside but I don’t have my phone with me, AGAIN (full infinity loop moment). This happened a couple of times and I got frustrated. I decided to seek help.
I found an old friend of mine outside the washroom. Her party wasn’t going well and she was frustrated too and was about to leave. I told her what was happening and forced her to come along with me to the washroom to get my phone. She came in with me, I got my phone but she ran out saying “I don’t wanna be here Nayan, you shouldn’t have forced me in here.” So I ran after her to check if she was fine or not. But as soon as I stepped out she had already disappeared.
Guess what, as soon as I stepped out, you are right, I didn’t have my phone with me. As I turned around to go back to get my phone, people coming out of the washroom were staring at me as if I had done something bad. I got scared with all the eyes on me and suddenly another friend came out. I panicked and asked her “Why is everyone looking at me like this?” She shrugged me off and said “Nayan I can’t believe you could do this, go inside and see.”
As I am doing the walk of shame not knowing what I did, I saw it. A large window at the end of the washroom. That window had something written on it with red crayon (the death note, metaphorically of course). I don’t recall what was written. But along with it, was a drawing of me in the clothes I was wearing at the event. I got extremely scared and was standing there in shock thinking who could have done this. Suddenly all the eyes turned away from me to someone else. The person in charge of the event was coming in.
I would take the credit for this painting in a split second, but the one in the dream wasn’t even close (laughing emojis).
Not in my wildest dreams (I experience pretty crazy dreams as you can see) I could have guessed her to be the person in charge. Eyes filled with anger and frustration on her face, MEL ROBBINS came in. If you don’t know who she is, I’ll tell you. She is one of my favorite motivational speakers of all time. She was the one who ignited the spark of motivation in me. Now back to the dream.
She held me by my arm and shouted “Accept that you did this and pay the cost immediately.” Straight and blunt, she said this to my face. Everyone was looking at me and I said “I didn’t do it. Why would I draw myself and write bad things about myself?” She instructed everyone to go out. As soon as everyone left, her grip tightened . She started whispering in my ear about how she will spoil my life if I don’t accept that I ruined the property. In my mind I was thinking I hope my parents have a lawyer and hope they believe that I’m telling the truth (laughing emojis).
With my side eye I catch a glimpse of my father at the door watching everything. As soon as I see him, the fighter in me took over and I let go of her arm in a harsh way and tell her while staring into her eyes ” I didn’t do anything, and I stand by it. Do whatever you can.” She looked at me and then looked at my father at the door as if she knew he was there. My mom and dad walked in and saw the red crayon painting and then looked at Mel with an angry look. Mel replied “Oh so this is how it’s gonna be!” And she went outside with anger, stomping away. I looked at my parents – SCARED. And because of this fear I woke up.
I can’t believe that this women can be the villain, EVER.
I kid you not, as I always say that dreams are an indication of something happening in the person’s life. But just like the other times, I don’t know why all this happened. At the point where Mel was whispering and cursing in my ear while I stood there afraid, all I could think of was will I be able to write all this in my blog or not (laughing emojis). Coz I don’t wanna miss out on the content. Even at that time I was thinking that I will take time to recover from this experience, but I will write about it one day (guess that wish has come true quickly).
The roller coaster of emotions was so fucking real. I went through guilt, fear, strength, shock, confusion all in 1 hour of my sleep. The biggest question I have in my mind is, why the fuck was Mel Robbins in my dreams? She is my FAVORITE MOTIVATIONAL SPEAKER. Since when did she take the role of a villain? Why did she have to lose her sanity for my dream? Is this a sign? Am I not listening to her motivational speeches properly? Is she angry? I’m so confused.
Anyways I’m glad I could write it all down. I literally woke up from this creepy dream, thought to myself thank god this was a dream, closed my eyes and remembered all that I could and started writing. It’s 1 AM right now. I don’t know how much I will remember in the morning while I edit, but this is it for now.
Until next time, Adios Amigos.
Read all my other Weird Dreams (Won’t lie, I get haunted quite often): Part-1, Part-2, Part-3, Part-4.
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